I am newly single in this fair city of ours. I broke up with my boyfriend about three and half months ago. I have yet to saddle up for a new ride. I desperately need to find an outlet for my sexual overdrive but my mind is getting in the way. The ex boy will crumble and possibly go slightly insane if he were to find out that I had moved on sexually. I am in quite a rut because I despise drama and I just want some secret touching. I spent the last five months of our relationship getting fucked only from behind laying down. Yes thats right, laying down unable to move under some one basically using my vagina as a jerk off device. I want someone to look me in the face next time I fuck someone, is that too much to ask. Ugh